I <3 My Boyfriend

Every now and then I like to take out the time to reflect on the relationship I have with my boyfriend. Sometimes I like to put on one of his t-shirts, listen to our favorite song, dig away at our favorite fruit (pomegranate) and bask in the happiness of my life.

I wake up every morning feeling like one of the most luckiest girl in the world. Every morning at 7:00 A.M he wakes me up to a big kiss and a "have a good day boo boo, I love you". Every night I am greeted with dinner and a hug. Even if it's 11:00 P.M and he is more than exhausted, we cuddle on the couch laughing away at Family Guy.

This might sound a bit cheesy, but I think he is my soul mate. We have this ridiculous grown up/anime/pucca love. We come up with insane inside jokes, and we have adapted ourselves to the new gestures/signals that we give each other when someone says something stupid or when we are in awkward situations.

There are times when I believe things are too good to be true. Most of those times, the worst does happen. For example, we both woke up at 10:00 A.M complaining about how much our body aches because we contorted our bodies by falling asleep on our dainty couch last night. After a good breakfast, we started to plan our day out to perfection. "Shopping", "Laundry", "Rent Movie", "Dinner Down Town", "Watch Movie" , "Prep for Tomorrow". Then the greatest thing happens, his phone vibrates and he was asked to go into work.

You know. Not everyone can handle dating a Banker. Texan works 7 A.M til' 11 P.M Mon-Fri. Some days he even works til' 2:00 A.M and weekends. We have barely anytime for each other, and even sometimes the day that I can spend it with him, we end up in his office.

The volatile time that we have together teaches both of us to really enjoy each other to the maximum. At any given point, Texan has to leave to finish up a pitch book. Other times he comes home and goes " BTW I'm flying to Austin tomorrow". I honestly don't know what is going to happen today or tomorrow with him. Get this, he even did work during Thanks Giving.

Texan never puts his work first. I let him put his work before me. This is because I am not a selfish person. I want him to do what his heart feels is his joy. He wishes the same for me.

I love my boyfriend, and not because he is a Banker and provides me with everything I need. When he looks at me, he only see me. When I am watching T.V he leans over to give me a kiss out of the blue. When I am eating at the restaurant, he makes sure that the waitress understands that I am the love of his life. When I throw a few of his shirts in the laundry because I wanted to wash a full load, he thanks me. The most important thing, when he is going out, he wants me by his side so he can show the world how much he adores me.

He's a great guy and I am planning to be with him through thick and thin with his job. Next year he is going to China for a week or two and he is planning to abduct me to China for that week. I am so excited because my parents are planning a vacation in NYC as well! So more traveling for me next summer!

I get to plan all of our vacations now! I am so excited!! Every year Texan gets this HUMUNGOUS Bonus that allows me to pick a few vacation hot spots. Next year since he is going to China anyways, he wanted me to come with him. Guess where? SHANG HAI BAYBAYYYY.

Alright, I know it is totally uncool to be bragging about how much your BF makes and gag...but OMG SHANG HAIIIII. Wait? I was this way about NYC as well huh? Whoops >_<". I have gotten a few little snickers about people saying that I brag too much about my bf, or how much he makes and that I am leeching off of him. Another thing is that I have nothing to be proud of but my boyfriend. Well, my rebuttal? 1) My boyfriend even if he makes as much as he does now or as little has he did when we first met, he still always try to provide the best for me. Not because I ask him to, but because he wants to make me happy. This isn't a one way streak people. 2) I have worked my butt off all my life. In doing so, I learn how to be a good person as well as a professional person. I have done something in my life to earn this mans respect. 3) He doesn't throw money at me and say go buy this or that. Yes, I have his credit card and the last time I charged anything on it was on baking soda so the fridge doesn't stink. If I wanted something , he makes sure I earn the money and learn to save for it first before he just spoils me away. -Eesh. I am happy for others, why can't some of you be happy for me? What am I not worthy of a good guy? -Ew all this negativity makes me a very horrible person!

Update Christmas Time:
-I have a Christmas Party to attend for Texan's company. I will try to sneak in a few photos but I am not sure how the top dogs will like it. I am sure they want to stay anonymous.
-I am flying back to my home town for two weeks! Every year my dad's company throws this HUGE party. I will have to attend that as well. My daddy and I love to tear up the dance floor when we are there. I miss him dearly.
-Yay website will finally be done!
-Yay for tutorials being up!

Has anyone tried Qiora by Shiseido?: I have heard nothing about it, but also hear that it is one of Shiseido's greatest line of skin care. I love Shiseido and I support them heavily. I might take a gander at them after X-Mas time when I am not so poor.

-I am taking my mom to a spa for her X-Mas present. Anyone know of a good place to go in Lincoln, NE? Or anything that we should try to look for (facial, body rubs etc?)

-I have been trying this home made fresh Aloe Vera regimen for only a week. Oh my god! It is the best thing my skin has every felt! Plus I am such a fresh junkie.

Wish List:
-Serger of any kind. I just need one!
-A Juicer (I want to make juice LOL don't judge me)
-Brand New SLR
-Desktop Computer
-Tailor's Chalk
-My parents

In Actuality, I'm a Bitch

Here is the confession. I am a girl. In being a girl I am not always in this chipper mood that keeps me so sane and hyper. In actuality, I can sometimes be a complete bitch. I have this little green monster inside of me that causes me to be explicit and vulgar. Even if I am expressing effects of kindness, I will pick and tear apart the girl if she has threatened me. That threat usually comes down to the fact that she is trying to creep onto my boyfriend (this rarely or has never happened LOL).

Alright. I have been saving this story until today!!! Due to the fact that I wish to keep a few ingrates anonymous. Gosh, how good of a soul am I to keep their faces hidden even though they have scorn me?

I ended up getting nothing for Texan on his Birthday because I was that P.O.D. I am sure you guys can understand how much it would have to take to really PISS me off. I mean for crying out loud, I preach sunshine and rainbows ya? I was hoping to make a few ties for his birthday. Turns out, I made him nothing. When hell is in fury, nothing inspires me. Alright, I made the tie later on....but much MUCH later on.

Here is the schmill. Texan has this VERY annoying idea that I should fit in with his friends. That is the one thing truly annoys me. Not because he wants me to feel like I am a greater part of his life, but some of his Houston friends are Pompous JACK ARSES! I don't mind hanging with a few of his I-Banker buds, they are very cool.

The other ones though treat me like "that girl from Nebraska". In being "that girl from Nebraska", I am obviously not on their level of income bracket?

Maybe my parents aren't CFO'S or CEO'S but to hell will I let someone make me feel inferior because my parents did not get an education in the U.S. They fucking worked hard, and played hard to put my ass and my brother asses to fucking college. So you take that fucking rich minded "I am better than you stick" and SHOVE IT WAYYYY UP THERE where I am sure NONE of my happy sunshine rainbows will be preached.

One guy bugged me the most. I will call him "ABC". So ABC lives in this really nice rich out apartment that costs him $1,500 a month. Okay? Yeah your cool, you girlfriendless loser. He is chasing this chick named "123". He freaking worships her, and kisses the ground she shits on. The most infuriating thing about watching this "couple" interact, is watching how much confidence and esteem she gets from his rituals. I mean her nose way up high, ass sticking up, walking like her breasts is knocking on every guys door. Just one of those girls who would milk this guy for all he is worth. Get this, he made her and 4 of her friends a gourmet dinner. WHAT THE FUCK IS THAT ABOUT? Alright, "ABC" you are what most guys would call "Pussy Whipped", 2nd off go get laid...even if it's from a hooker buddy, you need it. And "123" LOOK CHICKA, at first I thought you were adorable, but wow your attitude makes you look worst than the bunions on my grand-ma's foot.

Moving forward. The second time I saw this guy "ABC" was at a bar trying to watch football. I made a huge effort to converse with his sick soul, but he for some reason decided to be a jerk and laconic to me. I even laughed at one of his sorry jokes and guess what he said. " Yeah, that joke wasn't funny". So, I with my quirky laugh replied " oh it wasn't that bad". He looked at me and said "Yeah? Why did you even laugh?". 4 hours at the table with him making jerky remarks to me.

LOOK DUDE. I am very sensible, kind and nice but holy shit he got annoying. I don't get annoyed easily unless someone deliberately makes me feel like shit.

The third time I saw this jerk face? During Texan's birthday Karoake. The minute he walked in the door, he said " Hey Texan", Hey "A" , Hey" B", "What'sssssupp C", "how you doing D". I waited, and waited...where was my greeting? So, I said "Hey ABC". He looked at me, and turned away -_-" embarrassing for me much? That sex deprive asshole made an effort to ignore me.

Until...his queen walked in "123". Guess what she did? She said hi to everyone and left me out. She even walked up and gave Texan a hug, and walked off when I was standing right there? I mean how uncouth is that gesture? What's worse? She leaned across me to talk to the girl on my left. So I am sitting here in between a conversation about how she is talking to some sorry dumbass, while I try to wipe the spit coming out of the hole of her face. Bitch -_-".

The thing that knocked me off the roof top? I came back from using the lady's room because I started to feel like I had a booger hanging out of my nose from so many people ignoring me. I sat down right next to her since the spot was open. The moment I propped my comfy butt down, she looked at me, winced stood up and ask the guy next to her to switch seats with her. ALRIGHT YOU UGLY EVIL HOE BAG YOU. WHAT THE FUCK WAS PISSING YOU OFF SO MUCH THAT YOU FEEL YOU NEED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I AM NOW HEXED?

So, I sat there. When I am HIGHLY disturbed, I tend to stare blankly into a wall (in this case the karaoke screen).

Tell me I am not being unreasonable? I refuse to see her and that guy again.

OH one quick thing "123" has blatantly said this to Texan " Dude, your g/f probably doesn't have the brains.She is hot though. I am sure she will be a good fuck. You need to stop messing around and get a real girl ". Says the bitched whip ass hole.

Yeah? My rebuttal, before you go prancing around telling my boyfriend that I am hot an only good for a fuck, you need to go check your crush. The last time I noticed, she has a face like a Neanderthal and her fucking insecure self knows it well enough to go and be a bitch to me. Before you tell my boyfriend to Fuck me and leave me, go back to that corner, and jack yourself off to my picture on Facebook you stalker. Ass hole.

Whew. Told you I could be mean. But for now Cubby Bunny ^_^".